Kaash..(If only..)

काश……
कुछ पलों के लिये,
तुम और मैं कहीं खॊ जाते,
न कल की चिंता से घिरे हॊते,
न किसी कर्त्तव्य से  बंधे होते,
बस तारों के साए में ,
यूँ ही पड़े पड़े ,
बस अपनी ही धड़कन सुनते,
हवाओं के संग गुनगुनाते,
और कुछ रंग बिरंगे सपने सजाते,
न टूटते सपनों से घबराते,
न सपनों के पूरे होने की बाट तकते,
बस यूँ ही कुछ ख्वाब बुनते,
कुछ पलों के लिए,
काश तुम और मैं कहीं खो जाते ….
काश….

After a long time another poem has taken form today. This one is a wish and goes..

If only, for some moments, you and me could get lost somewhere,
where there would be no worries  and no duties,
Under the stars we could have laid listening to only our heartbeats.
We could have shared dreams, without being afraid of the broken ones or waiting for the new ones to take shape..
If only, you and me could have stolen such moments..

The little humming-bird

humming bird
The morning is bright and sunny..
Yet I laze, gazing at the little balcony,
Blaming the world for the melancholy.
I fail to see the blooming primroses..
the delicate pinks and bright yellows..
dazzling white and flaming red.
But comes there a humming-bird..
in search of nectar, buzzing away happily.
I gaze at the little bird in my balcony..
It flits away with an infectious energy..
Suddenly, coaxing away my lethargy.
Humming a new beat with its flutter..
Wakes me from my stupor.
I gaze again at the little balcony,
And now I see the morning bright and sunny..
 
 
 
 

Adios..

The poison dripping words,
dancing in sadistic glee…
boring thru’ my heart,
tearing it apart..
bleeding me.
It now hurts less..
with each passing day,
but the scar is there to stay.
And  I still pray for your happiness..
But I fear, me again you will hurt….
So until you win back my trust..
Adios, my once-upon-a-time friend…
Let us meet when this pain ends.
 
 

NaPoWriMo (#30): Trying to fit in…

I have been with them,
the people in the neighborhood,
simple and kind..
Always busy in daily grind.
They try not to sin..
And I tried to fit in..
I have been with them,
the outlaws,
looting and killing…
To others misery they bring.
Their every deed a sin..
And I tried to fit in..
I have been with them,
the nuns and the priests,
blessing and praying..
Always preaching the commandments divine.
They just abhor sin..
And I did try to fit in..
But I am as lonely as can be..
hoping to meet a soul like me.
Amidst this chaos and din…
Yes, I am trying to fit in.
 
 
 

NaPoWriMo (#29): All season friend..

You, I love, on you I depend..
comforting and supporting, arguing and annoying..
you… an all season friend.
 
 

A haiku for today.

 
 

NaPoWriMo (#29): Umad ghumad..

Today, the challenge is to write a poem  using words from some foreign language. I am presenting a poem in Hindi which is a foreign language to thousands of WordPress users. I am re-blogging it from my blog. Here goes “Umad Ghumad..”

Umad ghumad kar baadal chhaye,
sang unke vichar bhi ufnaye..
aadhe adhoore, kacche pakke,
kuch kachotte to kuch muskate,
kuch aansoon laate, to kuch gudgudaate.
kalam meri ruk ruk jaye,
kya likhoon aisa..
jo sabhi ko bha jaye..
sacche bhav…
par jo na mujhe rulaaye
na kisi aur ka man dukhaye.
sabhi mere apne hain..
jinse dukh sukh ke,
kshan sabhi jude hain..
unke haathon me kuch nahi..
saare pal, eeshwar ne gadhe hain.
e baadal..
apni boondon mein baha
aansoon saare le ja..
kar de mera man bhi hara..
kar de mera man bhi hara..
 
 

It means that along with the rumbling clouds my heart is also full of many thoughts. Some thoughts are happy while some are painful. My pen wants to write but only those words which would neither hurt me nor others because they all  are family. I want the clouds to wash away all my pain in the rain and heal the wounds of my heart.

 
 
 
 

NaPoWriMo (#28): Color Me White…

Green monster of envy
arouses the dormant devil..
Yellowed with its greed…
To a little angel’s voice..
it does not cede..
Burning with red rage,
venom it spews..
Surround me so, sins a many
pulling me down,sinking me…
Lost is the innocence, the virtue..
Black as night,evil now resides in me.
The dying heart implores…
“Color me a new,
I can not breathe, take me to light
color me now of honesty, of sacrifice,
take me to light…
O! color me white..
Color me white” !!
 
 
 

Prompt for today is to write a poem based on the color. Does this do justice to the prompt?

 

NaPoWriMo (#27): Cancer

Eroding,
bit by bit..
Lacerating
from within..
Unleashing..
the mad dance of death.
Sapping away all vigor of life.
Poisoning..
peace of mind.
Crabby claws carving cave within..
crawling all over…breeding within.
Devouring the life from within..
 
 

The news of a friend being diagnosed with some cancerous growth gave birth to this poem. I pray for her well-being and hope to hear about her fast recovery.

 

 

NaPoWriMo (#26):The Sun and Sea(part2)

The murky sea,
gobbles up hungrily,
the golden radiant sun..
enveloping in blue-black inkiness,
reining, restraining its brightness,
striving to conquer the aura…
all but in vain.
Comes dawn, emerges again the sun..
As bold, unscathed, as brightly shone..
Bestowing life, its brilliance anew..
Purging away the dark ocean,
Bathing it sparkling blue..
 
 
 

The poem #25 The Sun and Sea (part1) was all about an anger and rage being toned down to a soothing disposition  by calmness. This poem is of the view that the darkness , however it may try to eclipse the goodness will never succeed. The good will emerge unhurt, unblemished even from darkest sin.

 

NaPoWriMo ( #25): The Sun and Sea (part 1)

Calm and serene ocean,
embraces the fiery ball.
dulling the scorching blaze,
lulling it with gentle waves,
quelling its flaming rage…
In mother’s arm, as snuggles a son,
In the ocean’s lap, rests the spirited sun.
With its energy spent and anger all gone,
The sea catapults it yet again,
in the black skies, among the stars…
To shimmer in its cool blue spark.
The seas stretch on,
Now to bathe in the silvery glitter,
until the dawn.